My friend and I walk towards the car,
one early morning, after a night spent sitting
and talking about ourselves, the world and
our future plans. It is around four in the
morning, I think. We are twentysomethings,
at the prime of our lives. We've
been to places, experienced a lot of things. I
am a medical student, my friend works for
an IT company. Sounds good. We have a
secure future. All possibilities lie ahead of
us.
Then from out of nowhere, a little girl,
thin, frail, her curly hair framing her face,
runs towards us and holds out her hand
clutching around three strings of sampaguita
(that's our national flower-small, white little
buds strung together to make a necklace).
"Sir, bilhin nyo na 'to, para makauwi na
'ko…" (Sir, please buy this so that I can go
home).
This is a typical scenario. It is around
three or four am. Hmm, I wonder… usually,
we brush these kids off, with thoughts of
'doing this for their own good', or sometimes,
plain indifference. But after a night of
talking about our plans and how we dream
of someday "putting up a foundation", or
"making a significant contribution to society",
we are more inclined to do otherwise.
So we ask her to "walk with us to that side
so that the other kids won't
follow us" (there are other kids
as well). After giving us the
sampaguita in return for twenty
pesos ($ 0.39), the little girl
cheekily says: "You know, it's
my birthday today, January
22". She looks so happy. We
are charmed. "Oh really? How
old are you?" "Eleven".
"Wow, happy birthday!"
"Thank you, laban nga po din
ni Pacquiao ngayon
eh…" (Thank you. It's Pacquiao's
match today) [Manny
Pacquiao is a world champion
in lightweight boxing, the pride of the Filipino].
Obviously a smart girl, she beams
with pride.
I can't forget the girl's face, as she
hopefully, wistfully smiles at her future. At
4am, she has to walk the streets, hoping to
sell some strings of flowers so that she can
have something to eat for tomorrow. I wonder
if she really goes to school, if she studies,
at all. When she has to think about filling
her tummy for tomorrow, how can she
even 'make plans' for her future?
Multiply this scenario a thousand times
over. Maybe a hundred thousand more. Last
year, the streets swelled with children, doing
odd jobs, wiping windshields during stops,
begging, doing this and that. Trying to
scrape some money off the streets. When
questioned, all they say is: "we need it for
some food for tomorrow". What's going to
happen?
And these are just the children. How
many more people were once images of
these street children? What becomes of them
when that is all the reality they know? Poverty
is crippling. It robs people of their
childhood, and every other right.
Hence, I return to the original conversation
with my friend... that poignant ending
of our night was simply a reminder that our plans were not to be in vain. We are young,
we have freedom and opportunity. I know
that we are not the only ones with these
thoughts in mind. There are a lot of twentysomethings
on the way to a career with a
significant percentage of their thoughts on
"helping", doing the best they can. Multiply
this a thousand times over, and you see the
scenario in my country. Over two thousand
NGOs are the 'silent hands' that lift up this
country. The unsung heroes, who could not
live beside a neighbour in need without
doing anything.
Is it too late? Will it be too late? Will
we even achieve a measure of the goals UN
set out? Reduce by half the proportion of
people living on less than a dollar a day…?
Reduce by half the proportion of people who
suffer from hunger? Quite a tall order, don't
you think..? A daunting task. All these questions
crop up, haunt, taunt. But that shouldn't
be the focus. We, as medical students,
future doctors, definitely have a role to play.
Like it or not, society puts a large weight on
who we are and what we stand for. I think
the best we can do is to be living examples,
redirecting people to the true meaning of
service. Our whole beings should radiate
with the hope and conviction that, indeed,
something can be done. The strength of our
advocacy need not be buried under the
weight of our responsibility. Instead, it
should be the bastion that will support all
our actions.
At the end of the day, we go back to
who we are and what we're doing. In med
school, we were taught to look at symptoms,
come up with our differential diagnosis,
diagnose, and treat the underlying problem.
In this bigger school, our problem cuts
through deeper flesh, and we know the management
may be long winded. Still, we go
on. There's a lot of work that needs to be
done and the best is to start where you are!
Jaymie Ang is currently a third year
medical student at the University of Santo
Tomas. She is actively involved in numerous
advocacy programs on youth empowerment.